I miss dance.
I miss the way I use to feel when I danced. When I danced.. I was always so happy and carefree. I miss the feeling of being good at something. I miss going to my lessons and working my butt off to get that move right and when And when I finally masterd something, I felt so great. I felt like I could do anything. I miss feeling the music and just letting all my emotions out. I miss it so much. I wish I could go back to dancing but my family just can’t aford it, But I’m also scared to start dancing again.. I scared because what if, I’m not good anymore? What if I just plain suck. I dance in my room every night (not many people know this about me, so your lucky I’m letting you in on my little secret) and I try to be as good as I use to be. I practice and practice but still I can’t do it. I’m never going to be as good as I was before. I miss dance, I miss feeling like I was good at something. Because now, I’m not good at anything.